I feel the safest writing down my heartfelt words here because no one knows about this space. Words that i never really told anyone. 

I feel absolutely terrible about myself. I love too much. And when i love, i give all of my effort and time. Basically, myself. I need no materials to make me happy but time. However, i must have let my partner feel suffocated. I don't know what to do..  a part of me wants to leave and give time to myself as well as my partner but i'm scared.