If anyone asks what's one thing that i'm thankful for in the year of 2014, that would definitely be having him in my life. I know i've mentioned this a several times in my dayre that i had the worst period of my life in the first half of 2014. Yes, literally. That was the period where i had totally lost faith in everything and almost gave up on myself, but he was the one who has picked me up from where i was and made the next half of the year an awesome and meaningful journey for me.
Throughout these few months, i have learnt so much more from a person who has a different background from me. He has showed me what is more than love. It isn't basically just having your partner's presence and doing things a couple is SUPPOSED to do to make your other half happy. It is way more than that. It is having that emotional support when you are feeling at your lowest. A kind of strength to keep you going when you are weak. A kind of faith to motivate you even when you feel like you couldn't do it.
Both of us are so different in our own ways. (Maybe similar in a very cb way) but he has never once given up on me despite the major differences. Instead, he is taking step by step to introduce me new things so that i could be more involved in his life. The same goes for me. He is always more than willing to step out of his comfort zone to do the things i like. And that's how love is isn't it? To compromise with each other and making sure that nothing goes wrong. Even if it does, we will always come together and solve things in a mature way. Even though most of the times i was being such a little girl.
I am more than thankful to have him. He has showed me what this world is about. He is always so patience and willing to teach me things that i don't know. Always there to protect me and prevent me from getting hurt from anyone. Always the first person to reassure me when i'm feeling insecure about myself. Always being so understanding that the both of us need some our personal space as well.
And if it's one thing that i feel the most regretful for, that would be hurting someone who was once so important in my life. It's saddening to brush past each other like strangers. That one year where we stick by each other felt like nothing anymore. I really miss how we used to run to each other when we saw each other in school. However i'm glad that all of these are finally over. I can't deny the fact that i still miss her at times but i'm really happy at the state we are in right now.
I promised to be happy only after she's really happy. And i did it. I didn't lie to you.
